A letter to my friends

Let's move to Toledo and
start over.

no-- let's move to Tahiti and
stop.

Let sand run through our fingers
instead of through glasses

lay on the beach
take in the sun
sip mai-tais and
fruit juice

straight from the can

or from coconut glasses
the boys at the bar
sell at
inflated prices
to tourists and people
we laughingly call idiots.

We don't buy the glasses
we flirt with the boys,
poorly.
They take pity on us
and we get ours for free.

We'll sip and we'll laugh
pretend to be stars
between projects

or bosses, fortune 500,
on third wives and
their thousandth affair

instead of the beach bums
we properly are
living like locals(small house,
work at the market,
try to pay rent)

we can't afford paradise dreams
or penthouse vacations

it's better that way
(the juice tastes sweeter,
sun is warmer,
we laugh more than they
have in a year)

Here, in the cold, we've used
up our strength
of heart, of mind,
our financial gains

the cold locks our joints
we stay in the dark for
eight months on end

So I've thrown up my hands.


Let's get out, start over
Or stop altogether.

Anywhere's better than here.

Rock and roll love song

I stand in the corner
(alone in a group,
a throng, a crowd of boys and girls)

It starts in my feet-

beat
beat

beat
beat

in the soles
and hollow heels
of the boots I wore
to hide
my coming alone.

Bass, then.

Singing kicks in.

But it's the drums that
I feel in hollow heels
resetting the beats of my heart.

Holiday: A time for peace and joy

Just breathe, just breathe
I bow and weave

I dodge, I squeeze
I have to leave

before I lose
one of the few

small shards of calm
(see, in my palm

are marks that prove
I'm in no mood

for holidays
and store's bouquets

of sounds and toys
and merchandise)

Just breathe, just breathe
when suddenly

a miracle:
the aisle's full

of people but
(as though they're cut)

they move apart.
I move my cart.

Such sweet relief,
the end of grief.

While passing by
I deeply sigh

a thanks to fools
and happy Yule

as I go about my day.