The big questions are too huge
(What is time, where is god?)
So smaller shapes are stretched to take their place
(Does she like me? Will I fit in?)
In the space of a universe these are
infinitesimally,
indescribably
small. We make them into worlds.
our scientists can telescope through
time and break
our bodies into a database
of traits and shapes
but no phD, thesis, theory
can form a plan
that might finally win
the wars of the heart
(Even the organ is a misnomer.
wars of grey matter, maybe.)
In this love is like
molecular, particle
physics.
Stand back, it mostly makes
sense
Stand inside and it all falls
to pieces,
tiny bodies that follow no path-
and each is alone.
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Saturday, January 24, 2009
A letter to my friends
Let's move to Toledo and
start over.
no-- let's move to Tahiti and
stop.
Let sand run through our fingers
instead of through glasses
lay on the beach
take in the sun
sip mai-tais and
fruit juice
straight from the can
or from coconut glasses
the boys at the bar
sell at
inflated prices
to tourists and people
we laughingly call idiots.
We don't buy the glasses
we flirt with the boys,
poorly.
They take pity on us
and we get ours for free.
We'll sip and we'll laugh
pretend to be stars
between projects
or bosses, fortune 500,
on third wives and
their thousandth affair
instead of the beach bums
we properly are
living like locals(small house,
work at the market,
try to pay rent)
we can't afford paradise dreams
or penthouse vacations
it's better that way
(the juice tastes sweeter,
sun is warmer,
we laugh more than they
have in a year)
Here, in the cold, we've used
up our strength
of heart, of mind,
our financial gains
the cold locks our joints
we stay in the dark for
eight months on end
So I've thrown up my hands.
Let's get out, start over
Or stop altogether.
Anywhere's better than here.
start over.
no-- let's move to Tahiti and
stop.
Let sand run through our fingers
instead of through glasses
lay on the beach
take in the sun
sip mai-tais and
fruit juice
straight from the can
or from coconut glasses
the boys at the bar
sell at
inflated prices
to tourists and people
we laughingly call idiots.
We don't buy the glasses
we flirt with the boys,
poorly.
They take pity on us
and we get ours for free.
We'll sip and we'll laugh
pretend to be stars
between projects
or bosses, fortune 500,
on third wives and
their thousandth affair
instead of the beach bums
we properly are
living like locals(small house,
work at the market,
try to pay rent)
we can't afford paradise dreams
or penthouse vacations
it's better that way
(the juice tastes sweeter,
sun is warmer,
we laugh more than they
have in a year)
Here, in the cold, we've used
up our strength
of heart, of mind,
our financial gains
the cold locks our joints
we stay in the dark for
eight months on end
So I've thrown up my hands.
Let's get out, start over
Or stop altogether.
Anywhere's better than here.
Monday, January 12, 2009
Rock and roll love song
I stand in the corner
(alone in a group,
a throng, a crowd of boys and girls)
It starts in my feet-
beat
beat
beat
beat
in the soles
and hollow heels
of the boots I wore
to hide
my coming alone.
Bass, then.
Singing kicks in.
But it's the drums that
I feel in hollow heels
resetting the beats of my heart.
(alone in a group,
a throng, a crowd of boys and girls)
It starts in my feet-
beat
beat
beat
beat
in the soles
and hollow heels
of the boots I wore
to hide
my coming alone.
Bass, then.
Singing kicks in.
But it's the drums that
I feel in hollow heels
resetting the beats of my heart.
Holiday: A time for peace and joy
Just breathe, just breathe
I bow and weave
I dodge, I squeeze
I have to leave
before I lose
one of the few
small shards of calm
(see, in my palm
are marks that prove
I'm in no mood
for holidays
and store's bouquets
of sounds and toys
and merchandise)
Just breathe, just breathe
when suddenly
a miracle:
the aisle's full
of people but
(as though they're cut)
they move apart.
I move my cart.
Such sweet relief,
the end of grief.
While passing by
I deeply sigh
a thanks to fools
and happy Yule
as I go about my day.
I bow and weave
I dodge, I squeeze
I have to leave
before I lose
one of the few
small shards of calm
(see, in my palm
are marks that prove
I'm in no mood
for holidays
and store's bouquets
of sounds and toys
and merchandise)
Just breathe, just breathe
when suddenly
a miracle:
the aisle's full
of people but
(as though they're cut)
they move apart.
I move my cart.
Such sweet relief,
the end of grief.
While passing by
I deeply sigh
a thanks to fools
and happy Yule
as I go about my day.
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